For some reason I tend not to like Vocaloid music or producers, but so far there’s a single artist, that I found many years ago by pure accident while looking through the (long dead) UGUU netlabel, that has managed to surprise me in such a level that it has become one of my favorite Japanese artists in my repertoire. I’d like to introduce you to: わたしのココ (Watashi no Koko). わたしのココ is a mysterious, independent and experimental pop-noise virtual band from Japan that dances around beautiful poppy melodies and melancholic piano phrases while switching unpredictably to harsh ear-piercing noise and despair-filled lyrics, creating a surreal and melancholic, but beautiful soundscape flavored with dark and disturbing musical equivalents of rage-induced mental breakdowns.
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